Have you started 2026 at top speed, running to meet your goals and set new things in place?

Or are you dragging your feet and in a bit of a lull?

Feeling into the current energies I think it’s tricky to step into “New Year New You” ….. because we’re not actually there yet!

Of course you can try to make it happen from a mental/ego level but the energy is really not there to support it, so it could feel like pushing old 💩 uphill without a shovel.

And that’s because…

We’re still feeling the drag of the last nine years (as we’re still ending a nine year cycle) and because of the parallel reality split that was created in 2016, (when humanity entered a threshold of accelerated awakening and fragmentation simultaneously) some of us are going all the way back to 2007/8 to clear up and release old energy from a timeline that we never fully got to release then AND to reclaim the important parts of ourselves that got left behind there too.

We can’t “step into the new” until we have “released the old” and THAT’S the time we’re in right now.

Equally we can’t be our true, full and authentic selves if we left behind or buried parts of ourselves in the past.

We usually do that to protect ourselves but, when we do our inner work to heal and empower ourselves, then it becomes safe to reclaim the parts that we shut down, buried or ignored and that’s when we can begin to step into the highest expression of ourselves.

I’ve been decluttering recently to shift that old energy – and it feels good.

I felt intuitively that I needed to clean up and tidy up old stuff that I don’t use, want or love anymore – and I smiled to myself when I realised that in that process, I am letting go of the person I used to be so that I can bring my whole environment more into alignment with who I am now and who I am becoming as we go forwards into the new paradigm.

I changed considerably around the time of 2007/2008 and again around 2016/2017 and I still had (what felt like) old artifacts of who I was, what interested me and what I believed was true back then.

I don’t necessarily believe the same things now though and I’ve literally thrown out anything that felt representative of old beliefs that are no longer in alignment for me.

I had some pretty major events going on in my life in those years and I’ve been naturally reviewing and releasing any old energies that could unconsciously be dragging me back.

I noticed that there were some parts of myself that I really wanted to let go of and some parts of myself that I wanted to reclaim, reactivate and energise, because they’re the deep authentic parts of me that haven’t always had the space to come through and be seen.

But they’re the parts that make me “me” and I feel a deep connection with those parts. They light me up. ⚡️

As I look back over my life, I have a feeling of a deep sense of gratitude – and also accomplishment for everything that I’ve experienced (and survived!).

What I share and teach is a truth that comes from embodied learning and lived wisdom, not what I learned from a book or course that I’m simply regurgitating… and this is exactly how I want it to be.

Even though some of my learning has been acquired in challenging or painful ways – for me, it has been the right way to learn and remember what I most needed to learn or remember and I accept that with gratitude for the journey. 💚

I know that I could not have reached this point though if I had chosen to see myself as a victim of circumstance, other people or controlling forces – so again, more reason for me to feel so blessed that I have the understanding that I do. 💥